Darkness seeps in the very core of the heart and soul. Light hardly enters. The person in darkness, seeks the light. Envious of those with experiencing such a good time while he sits in the darkness just watching. He wonders whatever will be the feeling of being in the light. Although a person in the dark, he seeks the light. But will he ever get into the light? In the dark, all stuffs no one would want to experience, he experiences. Failure, rejection, whatever will it be, you name it, it is there. Far worst, there is this self-pity, which is considered as not good for one's self, can be a sin as well.
But what can he do? Trying to climb, yet falls down. And falls down the hardest. Trying to catch up with the persons in front, yet he always sees just the back of them. Now to think of it, it's easy to just give up. But this person has a dream. And still tries to move on. But still the cycle of failure clings to him. When will he be able to experience the light? Still hope resides in him. "When pandora's box was opened, out came the miseries of the world, which was sealed but accidentally unsealed by someone. However, with the miseries, also came out was Hope." But will "Hope" stand by on its own? Why wasn't courage and self-esteem included? Or maybe it was already in the individual, just waiting to be harnessed. But how come it's so hard? Maybe because of the situation and reality? Will there a chance he gets to see the light and experience it? Or it will just be in his dreams. Dreams that will forever hunt him. Should he try again or not? His instincts tells him to do so, but his mind is already weary and his feelings numb because of just failures and failures. How? How will he experience light? Trapped in the icy cave of darkness, bound and chained, is there Hope at all?
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